被遗忘的时光: 回忆

他站在滂沱，让雨洗去身上的淤。
他伫立呼啸，让风吹干浃背的汗。
他颤抖严寒，让雪冻结翻腾的心。

他没入黑夜中，让繁星拭去风干泪痕。
他阔步日正中，让炎阳焚尽无边欲望。
他探首晨曦中，让迷雾抚平波涛涟漪。

漫漫旅途上，他停驻、流涟那荒芜。
期盼，被寻回那一天。
等待，被埋葬那一天。

Sent from my GT-S8500

存在

很多时候，我们都在为生活而忙碌．但，究竟，什么是生活？当你睡醒睁开眼睛，开始办理琐事、处理大事，那就是生活？还是，当你匆匆结束工作，急急办理家务后，闭上眼睡觉，那便是人生？

二十二年的人生，我在护荫下生活十八年，然后被活生生推出烈日下暴晒，雨中淋湿．用一年的时间放纵，用一年的时间后悔，再用一年尝试领悟－领悟我的存在．领悟，是那么艰难、那么深；那么轻松，那么浅，就看你愿不愿意开窍接受．开窍，是天份，学不来．接受，是哲学，得慢慢来．

那么，我存在了吗？我并没有蒸发消失掉，所以我存在了吗？

请扪心问问自己．

你用什么证明自己的存在呢？别人记忆中有没有你？别人话题中有没有你？别人生活中有没有你？

即使以上统统办到，还是觉得空洞么？到底少了什么？到底忘了什么？

摸摸左边心口．

清晨睁开眼安静聆听．

你，

是否忘了自己的心跳？忘了自己？

The Reasons

I saw sparkles in your eyes
Sparkles that burn my mind and melt my soul

I heard whispers from your lips
Whispers that sooth my pain and ease my trouble

I tasted sweetness from your breath
Sweetness that sugars my heart and light up my life

The Boy I Kissed

He’s a Leo. I really have to say that I LOVE Leo boys a lot!! From my favourite Will, then Show and next on the list – Mr. Leo. Leo , Leo and Leo~ ^^ Like their attitude,  love their charm!

Mr Leo and I met on the net, through a famous networking application, the one starts with ‘F’.  Ahaha.. I don’t want to hint too much about his real identity here… and I shouldn’t.. *.*

Why… I have been seeing him for the past one week. He hasn’t changed alot, dropped a few pound I think. Erm.. it’s not ‘seeing’ him “seeing”. Met up during the competition week. It is very pleasant to see him again~

We have met before ‘The Date’. But there wasn’t anything special or interesting. It was just nasi lemak and teh. So, let’s get on to the date. We went for movie. Erm.. The Superhero Movie. It was hilarious, I mean the movie. We hold hands, in the movie and out the movie.. ^^ It was really really sweet!! Then we went for a search, a search for his mum’s jug in the store. Hahaha~ It seems a lil weird thing to do on the first date.. But hey, that’s special! Wakakaka…

He then invited me over his place. A tour round his place, his room, his kitchen and his storeroom @.@! Hahaha… He played piano. I wonder if he plays for his gf (now or then). It will be something very.. .. nice!!

It was there and then we kissed. (Yes! I kissed this boy on our first date!!) On the couch, my heart was racing, as if I would pass over at that moment!! How was it? Awh~ His lips are soft, they feel like candy floss!! It was GREAT!! It gives me a blush every now and then when I come to think about it…

Now we’re friends. Though I would really love to love him..^.* But fate has bring me here.. No sweat!! The memory is still as sweet as the caramel candy floss!!! ^^

Anyway, will be updating about the competition within this week and more on the Ultimate Sweet Thing will be coming up as well..