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Luna’s Lesson on Life: Living Dos & Don’ts Pt. 1

Sometimes, the best way to help is to stay out of it.

Often times, you find your friend in the midst of a crisis, so you offer help, with or without their consence – because you are so compassion, care so much about them.

Often times, you expect a big hug after your kind-do. Yet often times, they went missing. And sometimes, you don’t even hear from them anymore.

The big O? They don’t need it, especially when it comes to PEM (Personal-Emotional Matter) be it on the bright side, or, the not-so-bright side. For that it means your friend don’t need you to be their life tutor.

So, they called you in the middle of the night crying; so, they MIA for a month from your group gathering. Be it. Don’t get me wrong abandoning your friend, they do need you. A friend (not the believe-me-i-know-life-better-than-you tutor). But, but – I’m just saying – where are you coming from? Do you step in in the purest mind?

Let’s not discuss your motive, ’cause you can simply make it up. But do think, what push you to step in? Do think, why.

To sum this up short and simple – Don’t be so kepoh, in other words that all literate living being can understand – mind your own business.

Sent from my GT-S8500

Be Grateful

Lately, the weather has been a little crazy. Sunny one moment, thunderstorm the next. Maybe not everywhere, but that is the case here in Cyberjaya. I was caught-in then for a heavy pour just when I was about to call it off a day in the office. I think the sea has yet to be comforted following the 8.9Mag earthquake back on the 11th.

It’s kind of sad that people only talk of appreciation when they have encountered a lost. Well, I am not particularly talking about the Japan Tsunami, do not get me wrong. I am referring to life as a whole. Your life, mine, and everybody’s. “Count your blessing”, “look at what you have rather than what you don’t”, you have probably been listening to that a lot. But, to actually put it into practice, is a whole different story.

I did an entry titled 请把快乐建在别人的痛苦上, I said, you build your happiness upon others’ suffer. It is sadly true that only through comparison, will people learn that how blessed they truly are. We can read a thousand books, we can learn a million tricks and be smart. Truth is – being smart is not a way of life. But, being wise is. My mum did not even graduate primary school. She is not smart. But, she is wise. Wise enough to go on, earning her life. She does not whine about how bad her life was/is. She find ways to work it out.*respect*

Me myself has been thinking a lot about my life. I am 23y/o this year. I would not say that I have been through a lot, but I am sure I have live through life a little on the tough side. A time were I impeach my life. Is this it? Is this all it? I had been a little suicidal. Life was really rough. I wanted to finish it. I am thankful to my cowardly nature that I am still here, able to blog and talk about my life.

This may sound ironic, I am not a God-believer, however, I believe in Fate, or rather, Life. Believing is a  strangely strong force. Just as the Placebo Effect. Your life is all about you, how you live it out. If you think your life is a disaster , it will unlikely to turn out a bless. Smile, and tell yourself one thing so good about yourself everyday. Take it to the heart, remember it and believe it. If you can not convince yourself how good your are, you probably would not be convincing anyone.

If you are not considering taking the slightest effort to improve, I say you should move to an island and live the rest of your life there alone. Because the fact that you are reading this piece of sheet just proved that you are luckier than millions of people out there (whom you do not have the slightest idea of their existence)  who has no access to the world of literacy let alone the world wide web.

traeHfoneeuQ (I Bet You Can’t Pronounce This)

STOP! I know you’re still trying to pronounce it. But, save yourselves some trouble. It is not meant to be pronounced, anyway. If you’re following me in Twitter, you know this is my user name. I used to go by the name of Lunabyss. When I looked it up recently, it is no longer available. Geez, I thought I claimed exclusive rights for that name. *sigh* Now it belongs to a dude name Mike Bass, who has 3 tweets. *Whaaa?*

Never mind that now.

For those who has yet to figure out the name, it is Queen of Heart, the reversal. Now, I am not trying to be witty, reversing it. QueenofHeart would not be available for me, anyway.

Never mind that, either.

A name pretty much says about the owner. So, I am saying, I am the queen of heart*. Psychotic, narcissistic, cold and beautiful *akhem*. I think everyone, I say, everyone, has a psychopathic self inside. Mine happened to be the queen of heart. I am guessing that the reversal suggest the reverse characteristics. You say, ‘cuz I am not very sure of the good sides of myself.

*heart, not hearts.

Reason behind each lengthy, word-ly entry, there must be one. *I think I am out of my mind, using weird language form. But, it is sort of poetic, ay?*

Never mind that!!

I want to revise about name, talk about identity.

I am mostly called-by the name “Yee Chian”, “Teo”, “Small” and sometimes “Alice”. “Alice” is only use by Take, Joanne and Ashley.

When people greet me, ask for my name, I will tell them “yChian”. Most people will have problem pronouncing/saying my name. But they try, sometimes come up with funny pronunciation. &:’D However, sometimes, I will come into people that ask “Do you have a Christian name?” I would smile and say “No”. But, the monologue in my heart says “WHAT’S WRONG WITH MY NAME AGAIN?” There are people who tend to ask for a Christian name (for Chinese, like me. I don’t know if this happens else where but it happens in Malaysia), because they cannot remember your name, particular case here, mine. Reason? I am thinking that because it is not a common name. It is not Landy, Mandy or Nancy. It is more difficult to remember by comparison.

I am somehow irritated by such ignorance by the other party. I find it disrespectful. When people tell you specifically their name, say it, remember it. Do not ask for otherwise. It is like, “mother” is “mother”. You don’t ask if you can replace “mother” with “chingchonglinglongtingtong”, do you? A person’ s given name is irreplaceable, it is unique, most of all, it is the mark of identity.

Be respectful.

Life is about Appreciation

I have finally come to the lyric of the song, thanks to stareway, that I can finally post about the life appreciation matter that bothers me lately. Though it’s not wholly complete, but you can get the idea. This is, by far the most inspirational song (to me). I guess the lyric pretty much does the talking. If you’re still complaining about your life after listening to this song, guess you really don’t deserve one.

Click here for the song and here to download 2010 HIP HOP CENSUS whole album by MC Jin and others. It’s an awesome album what’s more it’s free.

 

IF I EVER MADE MILLIONS

If I ever make millions and millions of dollars,

Imma give it to the people who need food and clean water.

People struggling to feed their sons and their daughters,

act according to the will of my heavenly father.

No need for flossing, indulging often,

as soon as we’re born we’re headed straight to the coffin.

So why do we store our treasure on Earth,

revolving our lives around the way of the purse.

Revolving our lives around the weigh of the wallet,

abandoning our children to be full-time workaholics.

While we dream about the type of car we like to be driving,

there are people in this world solely concerned with surviving.

While we yap about who got the freshest kicks and shirts,

there are people in this world who sleep on the dirt.

The size of your bank account doesn’t define who you are,

whether you roll in Rolls-Royce or a regular car.

God judges you on the purity of your soul,

whether you provided warmth, when others were cold.

Whether you provided food, while others were starving,

or you were too busy and brushed them off as a burden.

The devil has his own agenda, he keeps on pushing.

Keeps up on that 40 keepin hell in that cushion (?).

Ya you hit it hold it in for a minute, watch as the world fades and you become apathetic.

Life is beautiful as it is even when we are sober though we prefer intoxication and snorting that coca.

Swallowing that ecstasy that MDMA,

killing off our brain cells while having fun at a rave.

Grounding ourselves with alcohol and liquor,

bringing death to our liver, getting sicker much quicker.

Smoking on that cigarette till our lungs get cancer,

human beings are also lost cuz they don’t know the answer.

(chorus) If I ever were to make millions, whatever may my motives be.

Would I do it for the cars or the clothes, and them shiny things.

Would I open my eyes to see, the pains that reside, the feelings inside

help them find all the tears that have fallen, it’s my goal if I ever make millions.

(???) keeps lying medias got it twisted, they tell you to be greedy and materialistic.

They say sex is love, no need for a marriage.

Trying telling that to a child who doesn’t have any parents.

They say that cash money makes the world go round,

that’s the reasons why drug dealers deal drug by the pound.

Rappers encourage you to hustle until your pockets grow fat,

try saying that to a baby born addicted to crack.

Money and sex are all you need to have joy,

why are the lives of celebrities destroyed.

By scandals and divorces, drug over dosage.

They lead lives that are hopeless cuz they lacking the focus.

Now I’m not encouraging all of you to be poor,

in fact money is power and can be used as a cure.

But use that power for good,

and always make sure that your thoughts and your motives and your actions are pure.

And to be perfectly honest, no I’m not a perfect guy.

And I’m guilty of the things even I just criticized.

So call me a hypocrite, cuz that’s exactly what I am.

But while I’m still on the mic ima make you understand.

We got three meals a day, a roof over our heads.

And for that alone, you and I are more than just blessed.

Late at night, you and I lay comfortably in our bed,

while there are people in this world that are starving to death.

Sometimes we ought to live more simply so others can simply live,

the least we can do with our money is simply give.

No need to be a Gucci man or Louis Vuitton don,

as long as your clothes keep you warm when you put it on.

No need for Lambos or Bentleys or cars that drive fast,

as long as your car move when you press on the gas.

No need for expensive food whether you grill it or boil it,

cuz no matter how much you pay it’ll still end up in the toliet.

(Jin) check, Jin, picture me on a day, when I make a million bucks,

I’ll be swimming in money like my name was Scrooge McDuck,

take my fam shopping, buy em’ all gifts and stuff.

After that private limousine would come pick us up.

I know that sounds superficial, and quite typical.

But all these years of hard work, could start to get to you.

I’ve seen my mom stressed out about which bill she should pay,

watch my pops in the kitchen, sure he felt like a slave.

Still he stood firm and did what a real man would do,

provide for his family, see that’s what I plan to do.

Best toys for the kids, for the wife a relaxed life,

if they want it it’s theirs, they wouldn’t have to ask twice.

Learn to put myself last, the ultimate sacrifice.

In return a big piece of chicken, wouldn’t that be nice?

That’s way down the line, let’s get back to the present tense,

if I did make a million dollars would it make sense?

For me to blow it all in such a frivolous way on things I probably don’t need.

I really wish I could say, instead of spending it on myself,

I would give it away to those that need it more than me and not just live for the day.

Although that’s not realistic, I solemnly swear,

I give what I can when I can for as long as I’m here.

See the thing about money is you can never have enough,

and when the funds run low, life just seems extra tough.

To see the rich get richer, it’s just eating at your pride.

But guess what the cash is always greener on the other side.

Whoever told you money can buy happiness, they lied.

Your bank account may be full but your emptiness resides.

Learn to accept your fate with arms open wide,

life is all about the journey, might as well enjoy the ride.

So even if I don’t make millions, I know I’ve tried,

as far as what I need. I’m sure God will provide.

Welcome 2011

Happy 2011!!!

(2011 is the International year of forest)

 

How’s your count down? Was it fun? Exciting? Crazy? Actually I don’t care. I had the night all to myself, and I know you don’t care either. So let’s just stop being pretentious and Mr/Ms Goodie. Yacks!

 

I’d look back on my posts, I notice I’m getting less and less arrogant. That just can’t be!! So, on this special day of the year, I’m gonna restore myself, and present you the best of me – the better and more arrogant me. I know you miss and love that! Who doesn’t? That’s what we all trying to be. It must felt good to be such, that’s why people try so hard to be the best at it!

Well, let’s come back to it. I’m here to wish you Happy New Year. Oh, I just did! I’m also here to share my new year resolutions with you. Aren’t you excited?

New Year Resolution #1

Be more arrogant and more respectful and prettier and smar.. Oh, I’m supposed to separate them, am I not? Okay, sorry sorry..

New Year Resolution #2

Hit 40kg by eating less and do a lot of yoga. Since I’m not rich and can’t donate to charity, I guessed I had to eat less so that people without food can have my share. Am I kind or what??

New Yew Resolution #3

Be more grateful towards life. I received a lot in 2010 – compliments, complaints, good reviews, bad reviews etc etc. That’s life, a whole package of life, you can’t possibly choose which package you want. But you can choose to remember and appreciate those good and forget and spit on those bad people around you. Life thus,will go on very well.

 

Since I’m always busy fighting/handling/get-riding bad people* from my life, I’ll just set three. I know, I know, I have grand resolutions. Well, this just what smart people do, don’t mind it.

 

These, are the first meal of the year. Also, the one only meal of the day. Since I’m so kind that I’m giving my share of food for those who in need! And will only have one meal today. Of course, this post will not be complete without my self shot picture, yes?

Yes, I am so suckie in self-shooting with this new phone I had to use my old grapms laptop’s 1.3Mega-pixel webcam to help me. I’m just so not used to the angle of the camera, resulting in very bad images. By that I mean, ugly me.

 


May you have a grate(great) year with loads of loads of happiness!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!


*bad people – the term refers to people who love to complain, love to back-stab, love to cheat, love to lie, love to get in to my way, love to create un-necessary sticky situations, love to be great when they apparent aren’t, love to step on people’s pride, love to boast, love to make the whole world listen to them, love to make themselves the centre of attention when there’s clearly not a thing is special about them, love to dictate every single decision I’m making, love to make everyone else seems low-intelligent while they apparently are 0-intelligence thinking that English speakang speaking means high class.

 

 

people – the term refers to people who love to complain, love to back-stab, love to cheat, love to lie, love to get in to my way, love to create un-necessary sticky situations, love to be great when they apparent aren’t, love to step on people’s pride, love to boast, love to make the whole world listen to them, love to make themselves the centre of attention when there’s clearly not a thing is special about them, love to dictate every single decision I’m making, love to make everyone else seems low-intelligent while they apparently are 0-intelligence thinking that English speakang speaking means high class.

请把快乐建在别人的痛苦上

首先,在我写这篇幅的时候是平安夜,所以祝你平安夜快乐!

是的,很抱歉… 又到了我碎碎念的时候了。

今天的你快乐吗?对自己的生活满意吗?

常常听说,活着就该感恩。活着,就应该感恩,其实说穿了就是把自己的快乐建筑在别人的不幸与痛苦上。怎着?

你贫困过吗?你尝试过三餐不温饱吗?你没有为你挡风遮雨的屋檐吗?此刻的你不比在路边拾荒的老人幸运吗?你有为你支付学费的父亲。不比等待福利救济的穷苦人家幸福吗?银行里还有款项。不比睡在路边没瓦遮头的流浪人活得更好吗?你有舒适的床被。

为什么总是不停的抱怨呢?如果你把自己跟这些不幸的人比一比,会不会发现自己的际遇比他们强多了呢?如果借着践踏别人来让你自己好过,是的,请你务必把快乐建在别人痛苦上!因为你绝对比在非洲饿着肚皮的孩子过得更好

请珍惜现在你眼前触手可及的一切,请知足。

也请听听这首歌,反思生命的意义- If I Ever Made Million – 2010 hiphop census.

圣诞节快乐~

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