How does it feels?

LIKE THIS!!!

LIKE THIS!!!
This is bloody of a hell!! Really don’t see why am I still upseting over this bastard. GO TO HELL!!!!
What does it takes to hate some one?
Loads of love and ONE mistake.
I’d loved him but I’m not sure if he’d felt the same. It was illicit and yes, it is heart-breaking. When everything is too clear to be a dream and the only thing you could bear is to wake up.
How much do I hate him? I’m not sure, maybe as much as I’d loved him.