About Blaming

Now, where do I start? Or, how should I start? OK, people wronged, at times. Err, ok ok… most of the time! Ok!! All the time. How would people respond is my key point to be discussed here. In most cases, they’ll start blaming others. And my advise here(alright, I know I’m not that-so-very-wise to advise), DON’T!! What’s the point?? Since it’ll never change the fact that what happened happened. It makes you feel superior(blaming others)? Because you see their flaws. You see the flaws after the wrongs, and you think you’re good? S*ck it! You’re just as idiotic as the wrong, b*tch..

So, you don’t blame(practically can’t blame) others. Now, what can you do? Whom to blame for the wronged? Yourself, right? *BUZZ* WRONG!!!!! You idiot! Of course you don’t blame yourself! It must be something else(since it’s not someONE else). Just like blaming others, blaming yourself doesn’t do any help. It makes you depressed, it makes you feel guilty(like !(you should? Duh!), anything but good!! Foolish thing to do to yourself! Silly.. It’s like walking under the hot sun without umbrella and bare-footed on the tarred road(Ok, not the best illustration bout the situation, but you get what I’m trying to say here). Unless you’re masochist!! Which.. err, makes sence to your self-blaming.

We left no one to blame!!!! Now what?? Blame the non-living!! Blame the chair, blame the balcony, blame the rian, blame the cab and blame the ghost! Do you feel like you’re an idiot? Blaming dead things for a wronged..? You must be VERY stupid. *pity pity* They can’t even feel you, do you think they give a d*mn? Blahh!!! Now what? Now what? You cant’ blame ANYONE for it, you can’t blame ANYTHING…

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DON’T BLAME!!! So, that’s all you can think of when things went wrong? Blame? Whydon’t you spend your time(that you use to crack your head to find the one to blame) to figure why. What you’ve done that it went wrong. It takes a load of INTELLIGENCE to conduct such self-inspection and it’s always easier to say that do.

So, how do you reflect? Duh!! Think of it yourself la!! It’s wasn’t me that need to reflect!!!

Timeless

1. Mood:
6-spoonful of Milo for a cup! *Wee~* However, it’s a downhill-ing day, caused by the flu. *sniff sniff*

2. List three things currently inspiring you.
#1 Milo. Milo on any bad day is a total turn up!! ^^
#2 Khalil Fong. Weird though.. His wonderous vocal is really alluring. I can hardly get enough of it!
#3 Thursday. It’s the official off-day, like today!! Uhh hoo~

3. MAC or PC?
PC

4. Gladiator sandals: yay or nay?
Nay. Though I have pretty toes, but it cut a few inch out of my 5ft height.

5. Lips and cheeks:
Lips- Mentholatum Lip Ice. Cheeks- Maybelline Diamonds Liquid Spoiled in Rubies (it’s a gloss! But heck!! I love the lasting effect)

6. What’s one quality you like about yourself?
Confident. (And people like it as well!!!)

7. Fragrance?
Lancome Miracle. Always wanted one, maybe get myself one this X’mas. ^^

8. Name three ways you’ve changed in the last 10 years.
Physically – I’m prettier. Duh!!
Mentally – I’m more matured and smarter by the day!! ^_~
Emotionally – Waaaayyy cooler and bad-ass than ever!!!!

9. Outfit?
*sigh* CAMAIEU  Long Sleeves in Dark Grey. Worn-out jeans. A day in the week that I don’t wear Y-E-R-R-O-W!!

10. Weekly goals:
Hit the next Thursday!!!! Yay~ It’ll be last one next week!! And I’ll be free!!!!

About Manner

This is what came from a pop quiz in one of my english class – if you could change one thing about Malaysian, what would it be? It took me quite a while to come out with it, since you know, Malaysian, there are  so many things that they need to change about!

Just like every other post, there’s a little, yes, just a little one this time, contributor, because I see a bigger need, to blog. I just posted one entry for September!!!! Lazy lazy lazy… Or, should I say I was very carefree for the month? Wait!! No no no… I was very busy! What ever it was, get back to my point! Malaysian should consider changing their social behaviour. 95% of Malaysian are rude, and some are even close to uncivilized!

Ill-mannered people are pathetic in the way that, I, personally think that they are insulting themselves. I SYMPATHIZE them! Even if you’re highly educated, if you can’t have a little self respect for yourself, I see there’s no reason people would respect you in turn. It doesn’t make you look high class by swearing using English duh!

Well, my elaboration won’t be complete without example, right? Here:

Uncle : Miss ah.. the pampers, no more M size ah?

Miss(who promotes MILK POWDER) : Err.. yeah, I think no more already.

Uncle : Eh, there’s a box up there ah! How to take ah? You can take for me ah?

Miss(thinking of her 5ft height and looking up the 2-storey high rack) : Sorry, I cant help you la.. I think you should ask the department worker to help you.

Uncle : Hah?? You cannot take? Then how? How to take?

Miss : (expression: *_*)

Uncle : So how to take? How? How to take?

Miss : … (walks away)

It’s like asking color-blind to differentiate colors, a mute to sing. Do you really think that by pushing people around, they’ll be able to help (to change the situation)? Most Malaysian, they are selfish, inconsiderate and dumb! I think this happens everywhere else as well, but not as much as in Malaysia. Malaysian, they are inconsiderate on the road, they are inconsiderate in their sharing space and even inconsiderate when asking for help!

I think they are out-of-sort! They have thinking-in-other’s-shoes disability. I wonder how bad could it get? If it’s contagious, since it’s getting worse by day. Well, if it’s really a disability, then I’m sorry for them. If not, I have two words for them: furk id~

About Stupidity

How well can you tolerate stupidity? I’m not good. But I’m good in tolerating. Pretty ironic to find myself stuck in the middle. Well to say how tolerable I am towards stupidity is like measuring how much oxygen I would take up for a day. It differs from time to time and from one case to another. But hell, you can’t pull out a measuring tape and get a reading for your tolerance, can you? The same goes with stupidity.

The question “how stupid is stupid?” is clearly STUPID. It’s hilarious! Like asking “how Luna is Luna?”. We are raised with different degree of tolerant, intelligence, patience (and the list goes on). Justify yourself, if you feel comfortable, just keep your mouth shut, since it somehow makes you feel superior. Let’s be frank, we all like stupidity in someway ’cause it could always make us look smarter. Does it or does it not? And that, I refer to “like”, not “tolerate”. Work with stupid people? Hell NO!!

Now now, to avoid being called “stupid” is easy. Be attentive. You can’t help if you’re born stupid, I assumed you know that(you’re stupid), unless you’re totally PhD-ed(permanent-head-damaged). But at least you can/could try not to look so. Being smart is not easy. Either does being stupid. You have to be VERY ignorant, VERY self-centred and VERY blonde, VERY.. well stupid…

I’m VERY arrogant(note: ARROGANT, not IGNORANT. I can, because I’m smart. Duh!). But I do stupid things, to impress. Or maybe just to let loose of myself.

Well, actually there’s seriously nothing wrong with being stupid as long as you’re happy(that you’re stupid? Gee…). No one can stop you! ^^

B*tch

The draft of this post has been in my archive for nearly 2 months. I just keep ignoring it to the extend that I thought I might have just dropped it. However, a recent case just pushed me to bluster.

Bitch case #1

*taxi driver*

First of all, the driver is a man. I’m just literally saying that he’s a b*itch. What happened was, it was raining, which contributed to the cancelation of my plan of walking home. So, I had to take a cab. He was making a bad joke, which, he obviously didn’t realize that it was not the first time he used the gig (on me).*Duh*

It so happened that I asked him to drop me at the lobby, and he wanted to charged an extra bucks!

Driver:”Look at the highway, it’s going to be a jam..”

Luna’s OS:”What the h*ll of the jam have to do with you driving me up the lobby?”

Driver:”Blah blah blah…”

Luna’s OS:”=_=|||”

What ever, b*tch! I just drop him the amount I INTEND to pay and left the cab leaving him whining. Come on!! It’s not even going to cost him 2ocent yet he’s charging another bucks? I know you’re making a living, but won’t you consider the fact that I’m a student? Couldn’t you consider tha fact that the customer might not take your cab after such “ill-charging”? Couldn’t you consider the fact that I’m without umbrella, on a rainy day? Furk id~

Bitch case #2

*the customer*

Lesson of life #97 – “Treat (anyone) like how you like to be treated”
Lesson of life #66 – “Appologize when you have misdeed”

Some people just have their nose grow on the forehead and couldn’t have a slightest respect for shop assistant.

It happened so that this young lady girl was busy with her cell while handling our items on the other hand. She dropped it, the case split into two halves. She picked up and put them on the shelf. It was really nothing about dropping them, but this b*tch could’t bother to say sorry when my friend went up to check on the item. So, we decided that she need to obey the company policy which, I believe everyone is familiar with: NICE TO SEE, NICE TO HOLD, ONCE BROKEN, CONSIDER SOLD.

Let’s she how she argued.

B*tch:”The thing is already loose when I pulled it out. You can’t blame that it went apart!”

SA:”Miss, you’re busy talking on the phone, while handling the item. That’s why you make it dropped.” (and why the h*ll you pull it when you know it’s already loose? How do you even pulled out if it’s loose?)

B*tch:”I was not on the phone. The thing just went apart. I didn’t break it. Why do you have to come and attack me?”

SA:”… At least you could appologize, miss?”(Attack you? I’m afraid we aren’t holding any weapon at the moment, miss)

B*tch:”I was on the phone, okay..”

The two of us just looked at each other, and the mother came in and settled the problem, where she promised to buy one but not the broken one.

SA’s OS:”Okay, fine. What ever… We won’t make any fuss since you ARE going to buy.”

I hope she bites her tongue when she eats. Furk id~

Bitch case #3

*the bitch*

Okay, this is the case that really “contribute” to your reading of this post. It’s no big deal, actually.. But since I’m talking about b*tch, so I counted this in.

I don’t know why,  but I was in an EXTREME mood swing, and so I skipped all classes on the other day. A friend was kind enough to come all way long to pick me out for a breath. (Guess I would’ve swollen my eyes crying the day off if she didn’t)

When I reached home, I’ve got this “spy” telling me that someone bitch me behind my back!! *shocked*

Spy:”They were talking about you..”

Luna:”About?”

Spy:”you say you’re sick and didn’t attend class. But still can go out..”

Luna:”=_=”

WHAT EVER, B*TCH!! This is my life, I do what ever I want, I’d never speak a word about your life, Duh!! And please queue up if you want to comment on my life.(IF, I ever take comment on my life)

Furk id~

The Reasons

I saw sparkles in your eyes
Sparkles that burn my mind and melt my soul

I heard whispers from your lips
Whispers that sooth my pain and ease my trouble

I tasted sweetness from your breath
Sweetness that sugars my heart and light up my life

My Life is Rated 6.5 – The Sticky Drink

Apparently life goes on without hesitation concerned our happiness and sorrow. Thus, my life continues with the rate of 6.5 despite the fact that I am not being very well this recent. Well, “unwell” is the proper word I perhaps. The fact that I am gaining some weight is pertubing though I am looking healthier. Is not that I am fat, but, I have a short of breath at times.

Is that the price I have to pay to look healthy? Geez.. That’s not healthy at all!

Anyhow, that’s not why my life get rated. But this is!! —> It’s my favorite sticky drink!!!!! Mmm~ Yummy!!!!! Hahahahah…

What is it? I can tell you that it’s dead healthy, yes!!! But what is it? It’s my own secret recipe. And I have no intention of sharing at the moment *grin*. I can tell you oat is part of the ingredient, though *to prove that it’s REALLY healthy*

Enough of the cheese, now let me see… Oh! I’m suppose to talk about life! Hahah.. I see, I see…

Well, most of the time in our life, we work to fulfill others’ dream, to meet their expectation. I think up to this point of time, I am still not living on with my total own will. There are aspects in life that we need to cherish and preserve, that we help move the world. Of course there are times, we want what we want. There’s totally no harm. If rage makes you stronger, why not? If slack makes you better, why not? If arrogant sends you higher, why not?

“Why not?” – always ask yourself. There’s only one rule to follow: NO IMPAIRMENT ON OTHERS. If you can stick to it, do what ever you want, man… I mean WHAT EVER~

It’s your life. You rate it! Not that application in !!! I do what makes me happy, though I’ve a little indecisive lately. Who cares?! I like the way it is and my life definitely rate higher than 6.5!!!! If, it could be rated.. =_=”

My life is actually colored. *Life can only be described, not be rated*

Troubled

I’ve been very lazy since I came to Shah Alam from my birthday week-off. This is no good. Things get worse, ’cause it’s the-time-of-the-month!!! Or maybe that’s the ultimate reason that I am lazy now?! Yeah.. I think so.

Besides the laziness, been caught myself in some relationship-related trouble, though.. Haiz.. Love, love, love… Why is it so difficult to free myself from the trouble of love?? Being single is great, ya know? It’s really great. Strange, every time I’m enjoying single-hood, troubles arise.

Well, let’s not bother about that now. Nothing can help.. Now, let’s check out my week! Oh… I didn’t had any crazy nights.. &:’B

Check out the photos here: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=122347&id=628042274 Enjoy~

Happy Birthday!!!!! … to me!!

Uhuhuh~ My getting more and more excited as my day approaching!! Arhhhh~ And I’m all about my hair, my dress, my shoes for that day!

I’m heading back to Melaka tomorrow evening, getting my hair done on Sunday, do that birthday shopping on Monday morning.. and hollaaaaaaaa~ the night out!!! *Haven’t plan on that yet lol* But who cares?? Hahaha, maybe I could just enjoy a dinnerwith Mummy instead of getting wild and raw out there.. Herrherheh…

Anyway, I’ve already had my first BD present from Mummy!! Wee~ It’s a watch!! My sweet mum!!!

Masculine! I LOVE it!!!!!

Mummy even got the chain resized for my arm before-hand. *.* SWEET!!!

And… I’ve just change my desktop backgroup.. I present you… Khalil Fong!! ♥.♥

This is how my desktop looks like at the moment. It was my face on it just before this. See.. Khalil stand an important spot in my lappie.. Wakaka~ Hopelessly in love with his voice… HIM!!!! Isn’t he adorable?? Mmuacks!! &:’* Ahahahha.. I just can’t resist cute guy/boy…

Next, my birthday post~ It’ll be about the crazy night!! ^^ *I know it’ll be one(crazy night)*
* I did NOT forget about the life rating post.. Will finish it after my birthday, or, when I have the inspiration. Hee~
Chiaoz~

My Life Is Rated 6.5/tbc

How do you rate your life?

Measuring your life with a figure is somewhat… unwise. But, our brain is programmed to interpret only concrete evidence. Therefore, we trust that the figure is the worth of our life.

My life nowadays.. Boring actually. Can’t go home, have to spend times online, ONLY~ @.@

All right, I’m stucked. I don’t know how to continue… Next time~